Do you think I'm a nerd? or a psycho?

I'm a 21 year old girl. My classmates always comment on my facial appearance and attitude that "u're so cute, sweet, kissable", it's like I'm a 9 year old! But I like it when they say those things.

When they speak about dating, guys, movie or music stars, I leave them immediately. One of my classmates complained to me that why I ignore them? To be honest I do ignore them a lot and to do that I usually enter the library.

Now you're probably thinking that I'm truly a nerd but to be honest this is not how I'm actually like. My classmates can never imagine that I spend a lot of time online searching for good makeup brands and other cosmetics, watching photos of hot guys, visiting dating sites and so on. I really hate reading. I go to the library just cause I want some peace. Even those famous books like Harry Potter or Twilight don't interest me much. I love playing computer games, making movies, collecting pictures, cooking etc. I spend most of my time searching for websites, I like to get new ideas.

Some classmates think that I'm completely stupid about dating and guys and other classmates who're a little closer to me, they think I don't have least interest in these things. It's true that I don't have any male friends right now. But 5 years ago I had only 1 female friend and all the other friends were guys. I found that the ideas and thoughts of guys used to match with mine more than girls. Most girls sound idiotic to me. But I had to ignore guys cause at the end of the day they all used to get crushed. I really hate it when they used to say "You're sooo much not like other girls". One guy really made me angry. He used to say "You're so sweet, your voice and smile are so amazing". I really hate it when guys used say these things but I like it when girls say.

In 2008 I became so much attracted to spirituality that I spend most of my time praying to God and I avoided intimacy with guys for religious reasons. But for the last 1 year I'm feeling so lonely. I can't share my thoughts with anyone around me. I guess my only sister is too old and my classmates are too stupid to understand me. My mom sometimes say, "Are you mad? Who you're speaking and laughing with?, you're alone."

Yes, I keep on day dreaming all the times. This gives me a lot of pleasure. I really wonder, what do I actually want? A friend probably! Cause I don't have a single friend right now.Do you think I'm a nerd? or a psycho?
Welcome Miss Split personality. I know you are not but are trying to be like one!!
Men will be men (you know). How can they speak, act or behave like a female?
Here I want to answer why your friends (male) said to you that you are cute or different!!!

Now if you agree to it, move further. Is there any special reason that you like gals and nor boys.
As you told 5 yrs ago.... , so did any of your male friend tried to take advantage of you ... ??
Or, did you had any dreams with any of then (any stud, or romantic guy) which didn't come true.

You will get the answer.

Same goes for your attaction for femles.

Now last (my mom say...i am mad...) You think tooooooooo much about your problem and get self hypnotised, and then you start laughing all alone etc

So try to leave the topic before it gets worse, and hey you are very young ...NJOY life
before its too late.

Promise me that you will never go to library other than for stuides.
You have told in the q. that you love fun and want to participate in such acts... but with whom
You ll have to decide this.

and friends are very precious, chase them before they go FARTHER and farther.

Lastly, find a good guy... I said GUY ***not GAL*** if you don't want to end up the happiness of yor life. (AS u need a male, since you already admitted it indirectly) so think

You are not a nerd, but a sweet stupid and can become a sweet companion, who is very precious in One's life :-)
waaa???Do you think I'm a nerd? or a psycho?
wow... uhh only like barely any of that made sense but from what i gathered i just think ur weird.
no you are not weird or a psycho. you are just anti-social, as quite a few other people are too.Do you think I'm a nerd? or a psycho?
You should condense your question so more people will answer. You don't sound like a psycho at all, but possibly "nerd-like", at least to others who are judgmental about your interests. I just think you sound different. I'd be glad, if I were you! Who wants to be run-of-the-mill?